I REALLY like this guy!!!?

So im 14 and I met this guy who is 15. Last Year in 7th grade we were in orchestra class together. Everyday we would talk/flirt the entire class period. The guy I like (Christian) is kinda a player. He always has a girlfriend which irritates me :( We used to text/talk almost everyday and chat on facebook allot. I think he knows that I like him, and he asked me to hang a few times but my parents would have said NO WAY. They don't like christian and that is upsetting to me.Last year we went on a trip with our orchestra to atlanta for like 4 days. He always managed to sit near or behind me. Christian would come up behind and tickle me or make me laugh till' I cry ed. The last day of 7th grade was the last time I had a real conversation with him face to face. After that we chatted a few times on FB but i am scared to text him. He has a girlfriend and is in 9th grade. don't want him to get the wrong idea about me but i want to be more than friends! HELP ME I MISS HIM SO MUCH AND I WANT HIM TO BE MINE!!!